We are meant to be,,that’s what I told myself about me and him,

Loving him wasnt my orignal thought that part happened on a whim,

When we first started out I was in control of the course we would take,

Headed down a path I chose while cautiously hitting on the brakes,

Not once did we notice the slight detour that our hearts started to steer us in,

Quickly turning us into LOVERS while were still thinking we are only friends,

Never did we once notice how different our world had become with each other,

But at this point I did notice that I want to take this thing we had a lil further,

I couldn’t explain it something took over my soul and lined it with only thoughts of you,

As a result I wanted to know you more because I now need to know why I feel the way I do,

As time goes on my heart is puppeteer by your mind convincing it to long for you even more,

Never have I been tricked in such a manner to abandoned my fears and walk through loves door,

Nevertheless I accept this control you have over me gracefully and begin to fall hard,

Humbling for me was when I saw you had fallen as well that was my reward,

The love we feel I know in my heart and soul  its to good to be true,

Because you can’t belong to me and at this time I don’t belong to you,

That was our reality we were taken by someone else our love is a sham,

coming to that conclusion was like running into a big brick wall it just hit me,,DAMN!

I don’t think at one time in our journey did we notice how fast we were going,

everyone told us that they could see it but to us it really wasnt showing,

I didn’t see it coming I don’t know the exact moment when I fell for you I really don’t know,

Maybe it was that very first kiss you gave me inside at work it really had me like WHOA,

Or maybe it was the first time we watched Monday night football together in our special room,

Or maybe it was the first time we made love our hearts filled with passion as my body you consume,

How did we let this happen I can’t believe we really let this get this far,

How could a love that healed so many wounds for the both of us leave these nasty SCARS?