I know you might say that I should have called you or said this face 2 face,

But I really can’t believe you would want to meet the woman that’s about to take your place,

So I really hope and pray that this simple letter will do,

Cause I’m not heartless enough to say to your face that he wants me instead of you,

First of all I must admit to you that I never wanted it this way,

I can’t count on both hands how many times I told him with you he should stay,

We started off as 2 lost folks just needing and wanting just a friend,

Until that day we kissed I knew at that moment that this marriage would end,

Our love blossomed over time we tried our best to fight this feeling that we share,

But it was only fueled by the simple fact that you were not always there,

I’m not trying to blame you no not at all I know what I’ve done is wrong,

But you have a good man you neglected it’s not all my fault I wont be signing that song,

I apologize for the fact I’m taking your kids father away and your husband is gone,

This is not at all what I wanted cause I’m a child from a broken home,

I see all the good that he has in him I can see how hard he has tried,

Loving him for me is like taking a breath of fresh air after my heart stopped and died,

Sex isn’t even the term I would begin to use for what our bodies and hearts come together and do,

I’ll call it more along the lines of a phenomenal meeting of 2 souls acting as one but only experienced by a few,

See what we have is cosmic and magically when we together our minds leave this earth,

Entering a realm of undefined prolonged satisfaction you see I was created for him at birth,

I know this wont matter to you but my love for him is very real,

I prove that to him every second of each day that’s how I sealed the deal,

Our love is mutual he has claimed my heart and soul for his own,

Proclaiming to me that our love is genuine and the realist he has ever known, 

Loving him was so easy and letting go isn’t even has come up as an option,

We want to be together I’m really sorry so don’t bother and try to stop us,

Once again I know what we me and your husband did was wrong,

But wrong to me is letting you believe your marriage is in tact when

                        I know he’s not coming back home!