My Habit

I thought I saw you yesterday,

but it was just a mirage that I manifested in the mist of wishing to hear your laugh for the first time since the night before.

Your smile can erase any and everything that overshadows my presence with negativity your my sunshine on a cloudy day.

 I know that today is not the norm for us but I have to see your face,

I have to see the way your eyes light up when you see  me or the way you raise your brow when you want me.

I hate having to see you on a schedule,

It only ruins our possibility of being permanent and confirms the fact that were only temporary.

Ooh how I long for your touch,

which always lead to more my body is going through withdrawals I’m having the shakes I need my fix.

As I try to remind myself that this is not a good thing my body convulses and yells, “SHUT UP!!”

Yearning to kiss those pillow soft lips of yours and needing for you to do that stretchy thing you do,

You know the thing you do just as your about to convince my body it belongs to only you,

my bad I’ll just call it your mating call.

The chemistry between us is unbearable and addictive I don’t think my body will ever be the same,

No one has ever did me like this,

I whisper in your ear as your love gauge goes deep inside resulting in me calling your name.

confirming with a passionate plea that no other man will do,

My mind sends the message to my mouth to say,

“BABY IT BELONGS TO YOU”

 The level of excitement I feel from you when my mouth utters those words is beyond powerful,

with such intensity you reach a new depth literally,

 Our emotional release is almost as powerful as our physical one resulting in the need to do it all over again.

Needing you more and more is not only an option,

It’s a must,

my body craves for only your touch,

cause today you officially became,

My Habit!!

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