I’m sitting here thinking do I really know what I’m doing?I just received a notice that my heart is suing,

See it’s apparently unhappy with its current state,

The claims are neglect abandonment and it lists all the times and dates,

I can’t believe it says that this started in November,

I hadn’t neglected my heart back then,

not that I can remember,

Man what are you talking about I scream,

The claim says it started from a meme,

About how you don’t need a man to do this and that,

Now what a minute,

I didn’t need a meme to tell me facts,

My heart must be confused because I don’t do social media like that,

So,,I’m reading the accusations and needless to say,

My hearts right,

I remember that night like it was yesterday,

Me and you argued and I said somethings I can’t take away,

I saw the hurt in your eyes and the love leave your face,

Home stopped being home and become just some place,

That you lay,

Only god knows what made you stay,

But today,

I sit helpless and hopeless

Thinking of a love that we left a mess,

Due to stress,

Wordless days turns into speechless nights,

Loveless looks turns into insecure fights,

We both had zero wrongs but never saw our rights,

We both had points but never again saw our heights,

my heart said it fought for you but my mind gave up,

My body said it longed for you but my heart couldn’t process your touch,

My mouth said it spoke for us but my eyes led it away,

My ears said they were listening,

but my soul didn’t hear the words you would say,

My feet said they would’ve stood by you,

But my legs refused to stay,

My arms said they wanted to hold you,

But my hands

my hands were to busy pointing fingers blaming everyone but self,

Never thinking that I could be the one who failed,

You, Me, Us our future destroyed by doubt,

I hope your mind body and heart still has love left to give out.