It’s something about the way he looks at my clothes when I’m not inside of them
be looking like a man on mission
like he trying to seek his future
so I purposely hide them
so he can continue to try to find me
he doesn’t want to get comfortable
because being without me is too hard for him to see
you see he loves me
I mean his eyes tell me every secret that his heart has hidden
eyes telling me he wants me to be his homey lover
but he’s my friend
so I try to take it slow
cause I don’t want him to fall in love yet
but his kisses are so soft I haven’t told him no yet
my hearts saying no but my lips hasn’t closed yet
mouth so full of promises my soul can’t cash yet
but
how I crave for it
how I crave for his attention
his touch is overbearing & powerful
man listen
I don’t need another man
but this man
does things no one else can
like he takes my mind to so many places love so good
even Trey hasn’t seen these faces
I mean mentally he has me
I mean he completes me
he knocked down the walls and pulled my barriers apart
he rejuvenated my essence as a woman he stole my heart
like he has me coming
back to my true self
he helped me find my true wealth
that part was buried deep
but it took him 53 days 36 hours 22 minutes and 1 full night of sleep
to find it
and he hasn’t let go yet
I’m so excited its like this maybe the man I marry
this my be the man who seeds I will carry
like say KING
let me hold something
something more than just your heart
like I want to be your creative start
I wanna be your first and only baby mother this man have me thinking way past the covers
his love smothers
me until submission
now who’s on the mission
yeah it’s me this man have me thinking on my feet
of ways to turn minutes into days
and days into months
and months into years
like have me telling my peers
I know I said I was done
but this man makes loving fun
again with him
I feel I can win again
he make me want to begin again
but not start over
he takes my baggage and throw that shit over those shoulders
he said
baby when the most high made me
he created my muscles out of boulders
like man
I’m gonna end it like this
when you find that man that gives you satisfaction
that started with a kiss and within his kiss
those other dudes get dismissed
you lay back
and enjoy
being in your KINGS bliss
Just Angel J. 