• I understand that in LOVE sometimes we may lose or win

I understand sometimes rather than being lovers its better to be FRIENDS

at this moment nothing is worth noting knowing we’re at our END

left with no desire to FIX the damage that’s present

or no want or will to try this again

thinking on our PAST

from here makes my mind comprehend

what you ask of me it isn’t EASY

but I understand why it must happen

I just ask you keep in mind your not the only one who’s scarred

loving me is in your past and the FUTURE isn’t in the cards

I mean I GET,,I get IT

I get that you DONT want me

but my heart wants what it wants

for you to be completely happy

even though mentally it will be tough

still leaving the option for you to come back to me is inviting

while still making love to you is easy

and dangerously EXCITING

we’re both being negligent and RECKLESS 

playing Russian Roulette from the start

knowing that you will NEVER be with me

doesn’t stop my mind or heart

allowing me to insanely tear it apart

sexually holding on even tighter I have to be more smart

even the logic we use to still FUCK

to still TOUCH

hearing the LUST in the sounds you make

as YOUR Angel make you nut

making you forget I’m not WHO you want

as I continue to SUCK

as you continue to nut

saying you love me and me not caring its not REAL 

we’re only being selfish not wanting anyone to know how this feel

but how are we suppose to HEAL

how am I suppose to deal

with our reality when it hits and we are a done deal

when you have moved ON 

and all your passion for me is gone

when you find ANOTHER woman’s heart

to make your OWN

where would I go from there

have that CROSSED your mind

Do you care?